Tuesday, January 29, 2008
9:31 PM
I thought passion and determination could lead me on, but, I was wrong.Argh, gawd. I went to Thesaurus.com to search for words that have the same meaning as "Fck". (This shows I'm not vulgar, because I did not use that word.) And you've guessed it right, no results.
So, it's back to:
Fk school. Fk cca. Fk people.
I don't like choir because I think it's pushing me to my limits. It always makes me silently freak out and start writing emo posts. It's like uber stressful because, I don't think I'm up to the standard and everyone's driving me crazy. The title says it all, ignorant peeps. It seems like everything was a lie, and people start noticing the
wrong people. Like
biased seniors start to look out for self-centered and
proud (when there's nothing to be proud of) juniors. Like faking,
desperate-to-win juniors looking out for
oh-it's-always-them seniors.
Actually I don't really understand what I'm saying. Whatever, I just think its making me stressed.
Oh no and I've become very very emo. Hahah. I was wondering, if I were to write non-emo posts, then I would be writing things that happen in my life, blah blah blah, what happened today, and so on. but NO! I will not ramble on things I feel bored about, and I will only speak of things that affect me most on that day.
That's all. I think the title says it all, really.
P.S and I'm NOT really prepared for some flaming, please. So flame on your blogs please, even though I won't know who anyway. And, if you were to really flame, which means you are one of the juniors/seniors. And I was criticizing the whole cca actually, not you! Blech you.
