A lot of things to rant.
8:31 PM
What. Is. Your. Problem. You give me this kind of thing at the last minute, seriously, if I had a heart attack, I'll just faint immediately can. Got me worried for days, and then you tell me oh, no more already, no more already. Kept thinking and thinking so much that I couldn't sleep instantly, and then all of a sudden you came along and decided to cancel it. Like what the hell? You think I've forgotten about June Camp, when I actually haven't, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT. Look at what have you done lah, you've done the worst a partner can do okay! And as MY partner, don't you think you even owe me an explanation? No, you said you will explain another day, but well, you didn't. When I asked, you just shrugged and ignored. Don't you even feel guilty or anything? And to think everyone saw you as cute, funny,
incredibly nice. When you are actually more of a jerk than them.
Choir I'm really sorry; I think I will really talk more next time, by which I mean TOMORROW. I know I haven't done my duties and I'm terribly guilty about it. I think I have to change my attitude because I think it sucks. I will not let people think I was a wrong decision, even though I am. And, even if I am a wrong decision, what can I do? I take responsibility more of a priority than prejudices, likes and dislikes, or even
mistakes.
Sighs, no one understands anyway.
I'm frozen on my keyboard not knowing what to write. Guess I'll chiong my EOM now.
