9:07 PM
Once upon a time, we made a pact. Now, you're not coming back.
Wow, I can't believe it was my display name long long ago. Shit I hate school now. I hate studying, marking my Physics Assignment and realising that I got all wrong, receiving back freaking poor Language Arts and SS results when I thought I did okay (That's the worst part), kinda not looking forward to cca, deciding between giving up my whole holidays to cca or YDSP (I really don't know what to choose, and tomorrow we have to hand in the application form).
Ah, I need to find a life! I cannot seem to be able to finish my homework, not even close. Though no one is chasing me yet, I panic when I realise I have so much homework not done. I need panic-relief pills, anyone? No, then maybe I would have drug overdose. So far nothing is keeping my mood up, or even to lift my mood, and I'm irritated with me feeling so lousy. Heh, talk about the root of the annoyance.
Amelia said I should rant to complain about how sucky my days are, but well I kinda feel (and hope) they will get better, because I think I seriously seriously hit my rock bottom. Who fails, or at least almost fails 2 subjects at one time, when everyone else is scoring? Who sings like a lousy pig, and can't even identify relative minors anymore? Emphasize word "anymore". Who does and does homework every single day like a good kid, but more just keep coming on? And lastly, who panics like I do?
Oh yeah, and knowing that CID report is due this Thursday is totally not helping, when 3 group members haven't finished their parts.
Uh, I don't care what the picture says, but I just know I look like that guy up there. :S
