Passion.
10:56 PM
I have a passion for crafting, running, and playing games.
I am losing passion in physics, maths, and people.
Thank you Zi Jun for being with me through the suckiest times hahah (for example yesterday and today) when I don't feel that awesome! I love you so so so much! Yay!
I think, I'm not gonna feel any less happy just because of a "Gold". It's so weird and lame to get sad just because of a bad result, when we know it ourselves that we are satisfied. Already. Then I wondered why wasn't our standard GwH, like why is our best only a Gold? I asked Amelia, and then it's like, why was Ms Tham happy with a standard that can only get us a gold? Like, she thinks that's the best we can do, our limit? Why doesn't she like keep teaching such that we achieve a GwH (musical wise) standard? Then Amelia said, maybe she doesn't want to. hmm. Thought of the day.
I'm simply too tired to think. I want to re-read Chao Ji Ah Ma.
I miss real friends. I miss back my old self. It doesn't make sense for me to be upset by all these. Or maybe I'm just sensitive and over paranoid with what people think of me and everything about me. When I say "old self" I think I mean, the me hanging out with 2L people, the one achieving good results and not disappointing anyone especially me, and the me who enjoyed choir alot.I miss Ms Tham, I miss singing with a bunch of seniors around me teaching me, but I don't want to let go singing with a bunch of juniors teaching them too.
Commonwealth has a really cool choir commitee, and LOL I realised Shaun is Bass SL! Congrats Commonwealth!
Or maybe I like leaving blanks. (;
